Back on track.

Hi everyone! As the title implies, I'm back on the blogging world. It's been so long. Really long..

So, what took me here again?

Uhh, I just need to have an outlet right now.

And by the way, I'm now in college!

I really don't know what to post/say, all I know is I want to blog. Again. I just hope no one or only few would read this. I don't want it publicized this time (though I didn't have adjustments on privacy settings). For a start, I wanna share a post by me when I was on my 7th grade:

        "All about mess - a state of extreme confusion running through my nerves, flowing through my veins. There's this inexplicable feeling of wanting and needing to do something yet external forces are continually invading my whole body resulting to stagnancy. I can't exactly tell how I really feel. I don't know how to react. I don't know how to make any move. And I don't know what's going on at all! Deep inside this complicated or shall I say, dilemma, is the reality that I have CHOICES! A choice to be happy. A choice to change things. A choice to let go. . . 

      There's something that bothers me. A reality that someone's gonna leave. Someone's gonna change. Someone that I may not be able to see for the approaching days. I'm scared. I'm terrified. Im strike with sudden terror yet I've been too tired of being afraid. I don't have any choice but to stand. be brave. be strong. be firm no matter what. Life goes on in any way. I don't need to be struck with its normalcy whenever my own world goes upside down.

       I'm totally confused. That's all that I can say. That's all that I can share. I'm one of those millions of people clamouring for solitude, calling for peace. I need to take a risk. I need to make a decision. I need to choose from the given options. And I need to stand for it. .
Meeting up with the mess makes it all worth it!" 

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I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHERE THESE WORDS CAME FROM. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TRIGGERED ME TO HAVE A POST LIKE THIS AT THAT VERY TIME.WEIRD AS IT IS..